Peaceful End to Birth Mother Search -- For Now

Today I feel at peace for doing everything I could to find my birth mother. Four different sources in the past two years came up with the same person, including my own research. I made the phone call and it wasn't her.

The blessing came when the Beverly that answered the phone was so kind. She had such an understanding voice. It was in this moment that something profound happened. A revelation that I really loved my birth mother and my birth mother loved me. Also, I feel even more blessed to have a wonderful Mom (adopted). She loves me and I love her.

I am ready to change "my story." To change the negative scripts of my life to positive ones. I have allowed myself from time to time to think of myself as an orphan waiting for someone to rescue me. I have been rescued, I have been redeemed. It is time to live fully in this "story."